How Was It Blotted





             For many years I had been a follower of strange gods, and a lover of this world and its vanities.  I was self-righteous, I thought I had religion of my own which was better than that of the Bible.  I did not know God, and did not serve him.  Prayer was forgotten, public worship neglected; and worldly morality was the tree which brought forth its own deceptive fruits.

                 But when I shared parental responsibility, and our boy was growing up, our love for him made us anxious about his welfare and future career.  His questions often puzzled me, and the sweet earnest manner in which he inquired of his poor sinful father to know more about his heavenly Father, and that “happy land, far, far away,” of which his nurse had taught him, proved to me that God had given me a great blessing in the child.

              A greater distrust of myself, and a greater sense of my inability to assure my boy of the truth contained in the simple little prayers that I had learned from my mother in childhood, gradually caused me to reflect.  Still, I never went to church; had not even a Bible in the house.  What was I to teach my boy,--Christ and Him crucified, or the doctrines I had tried to believe?

          One of his little friends died, then another, and then his uncle.  All these deaths made an impression on the boy, he rebelled against it; wanted to know ”why God had done it?”  It was hard that God should take away his friends; he wished He would not do it.  I, of course, had to explain the best I could.  One evening he was lying on the bed partly undressed; my wife and I were seated by the fire.  She had been telling me that Willie had not been a good boy that day, and I had reproved him for it.  All was quiet, when suddenly he broke out in a loud crying and sobbing, which surprised us.  I went to him, and asked him what was the matter.

            “I don’t want it there, father; I don’t want it there,” said the child.

        “What, my child, what is it?”

      “Why, father, I don’t want the angels to write down in God’s book all the bad things I have done to-day.  I don’t want it there; I wish it could be wiped out;” and his distress increased.  What could I do?  I did not believe, but yet I had been taught the way.  I had to console him, so I said,--

        “Well, you need not cry; you can have it all wiped out in a minute if you want.”

              “How, father, how?”

         “Why, get down on your knees, and ask God, for Christ’s sake, to wipe it out, and He will do it.”

          I did not have to speak twice.  He jumped out of bed, saying, “Father, won’t you come and help me?”

       Now came the trial.  The boy’s distress was so great, and he pleaded so earnestly, that the man who had never once bowed before God in spirit and in truth got down on his knees beside the little child, and asked God to wipe away his sins; and perhaps though my lips did not speak it, my heart included my own sins too.  We then rose, and he lay down in his bed again.  In a few moments more he said,--

     “Father, are you sure it is all wiped out?”

                           Oh, how the acknowledgement grated upon my unbelieving heart, as the words came to my mouth,--“Why, yes, my son; the Bible says that if from your heart you ask God for Christ’s sake to do it, and if you are really sorry for what you have done, it shall be blotted out.”

               A smile of pleasure passed over his face, as he quietly asked.—

     “What did the angel blot it out with?  With a sponge?”

             Again my whole soul stirred within me, as I answered,--

                   “No, but with the precious blood of Christ.  The blood of Christ cleanseth from all sin.”

      The fountains had at last burst forth.  They could not be checked, and my cold heart was melted within me.  I felt like a poor guilty sinner, and, turning away, said,--

                  “My dear wife, we must first find God, If, we want to show Him to our children.  We cannot show them the way unless we know it ourselves.”

        And in the silent hour of the night.  I bowed beside that dear boy, and prayed, "Lord I believe, help thou mine unbelief!”  My, wife too, united with me, and we prayed jointly for ourselves and our child.  And God heard our prayers, and received us, as he always does those who seek him with the whole heart.





When first from slumber waking

No matter what the hour

If you will say, “Dear Jesus,

Come fill me with Thy power,”

You’ll find that every trouble

And every care and sin

Will vanish, surely, fully

Because Christ enters in.


It may be late in morning

Or in the dark before

When first you hear His knocking

But open wide the door

And say to Him, “Dear Jesus,

Come in and take the throne

Lest Satan with his angels

Should claim it for his own.”


For we are weak and sinful

Led captive at his will

But thou canst bind the strong man

Our heart with sweetness fill

So would we have “Thy presence”

From our first waking hour

All through the swift days moments

Dwell Thou with us in power.